Entries for April, 2006

April 4th, 2006

Hi




The image above is one I took yesterday morning near Rock Island, Mactan. Around 6 to 6:30.





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Btw.

To my friends who want to contact me on emergency stuff. Please YM me. I leave my cellphone at home often.

Cellphones are good and all. But texting takes a lifetime to complete. (Whoever invented it anyway.) I'll try to find a keyboard and plug it to the unit. I am soooooo slow. I'm sorry. I'll try to keep myself back on track and practice texting. Thanks.

Posted by torturedsquid at 12:07 AM | 4 comments

Poem IX

Your silence today is a pond where drowned things live



I went to see raised dripping and brought into the sun.
It's not my own face I see there, but other faces,
even your face at another age.
Whatever's lost there is needed by both of us -
a watch of old gold, a water-blurred fever chart,
a key...Even the silt and pebbles of the bottom
deserve their glint of recognition. I fear this silence,
this inarticulate life. I'm waiting
for a wind that will gently open this sheeted water
for once and show me what I can do
for you, who have often made the unnameable
nameable for others, even for me.


--Adrienne Rich
21 Love Poems, 1978

:::There was a tiny pool of water from last night's rain on the road near our home. Above image shows trees reflected on it. Hope you like the pic.

Posted by torturedsquid at 12:25 AM | 9 comments

first hero

With gladness I give you my Life, sad and repressed;
And were it more brilliant, more fresh and at its best,
I would still give it to you for your welfare at most.


--jose rizal, national hero




Lapu Lapu, Asia's first hero. While it is not known who among his men killed Ferdinand Magellan, only one thing is true and sure: victory is attainable, and it is for those who seek it. Behind him is the Philippine flag.

Posted by torturedsquid at 11:37 PM | 2 comments

April 12th, 2006

Myself



:::I took this while I was on my way to the office a few weeks ago. I am holding the camera there. I always bring lots of bags with me, but I dropped them all so the photo won't look so funny. In person, I look even weirder.

I am running out of exhibits lately. So I'm exhibiting myself. I try hard to take pictures on weekends, but last week was terribly hard. Had been so tied up with things, work and all. I wish I were freer with lots of time to run around. (But I don't wish that hard too, cus I also love working.) Anyways, I've a list of concepts in mind. I'd still like to work on them ...maybe in the coming months. There's still time.

I'll post some more photos soon. Thanks and love u, all! =D

Posted by torturedsquid at 01:02 AM | 2 comments

April 17th, 2006

Amara in my mind

Amara in Liloan, Cebu, is a silent landscape that watches out to sea. Built more than a hundred years ago with the intent of guiding vessels and fishermen on their journey, the place got its name from a Spanish word that means mooring rope, one used to anchor ships at port. True to its name, the place bears a sense of comfort and domesticity to people (like home), a sense of rememberance almost close to melancholia. I hear that towers like this are home to many legends: ghosts of ancient lovers who have died, stories of men and women who, like India's Donna Paula, bloomed and wilted like roses in stormy sea.



When I went to the place last month, I was reminded of my friend Naj's brother who died in a similar landscape in Leyte a few years back while saving her girlfriend. It was summer night and the pair was drinking with a group of friends like they'd usually do during vacations. The pair decided to venture closer to the sea. Even closer. But the girlfriend didn't know how to swim, a fact they must have forgotten in their drunkenness. They never came back.

Their bodies drifted to neigboring villages and were found two days after. Nobody knew at which time exactly the victims died or whether there had been any way to save them if there was at least a single one in the group who was sober.

Posted by torturedsquid at 01:02 PM | 6 comments

April 27th, 2006



This one's not entirely sad. This is also an old image, one that I took of A months before. I have an unholy version of this, but it's one I'll keep to myself, unless A tells me it's okay to post.

I'll do more portraits soon. Will try to get some time.

Posted by torturedsquid at 01:18 AM | 4 comments

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